floating

soft sounds inspire me
the wrong guys desire me

gives me anxiety
it's twisted
i miss it
and the thrill is something mystic

tough skin
hold it in

more sins

i love you
i hate you
i need a fucking space suit

....up, up, away it is....
the bass blasting like metal trash bins

spacey
you still amaze me
fascinating
why am i still debating

drown you out
i won't pout
leave me be
to my own doubts

regrets?
upset.

call it truce?
cut me loose.

lusting?
so many lies, disgusting.

my own eyes
twinkling fireflies
moonlit sky
guides you through the night

put up a fight
drift away like a paper kite

up, up and away
moving forward
always thankful for a brand new day